Nicole Kidman opens up about losing two babies during marriage to Tom Cruise: 'That's massive grief'

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It’s been more than 25 years since Nicole Kidman had an ectopic pregnancy, but it seems that the pain is still just as raw.

In a heart-wrenching interview with British society magazine Tatler, the mother of four opened up about the grief she felt after losing her first child at age 23, and why she feels the devastating topic is still treated as taboo.

Kidman, now 50, was newly married to first husband Tom Cruise when she learned her pregnancy was ectopic, which is when a fertilized egg is implanted outside the womb. A second pregnancy near the end of the couple’s marriage resulted in a miscarriage.

“I know the yearning,” the Australian actress told the magazine. “That yearning. It’s a huge, aching yearning. And the loss! The loss of a miscarriage is not talked about enough. That’s massive grief to certain women.”

Nicole Kidman opens up in a recent interview about her experiences of losing two pregnancies. (Photo:&nbsp; <span>Victor Demarchelier/<em>Tatler</em>)</span>
Nicole Kidman opens up in a recent interview about her experiences of losing two pregnancies. (Photo:  Victor Demarchelier/Tatler)

Kidman and Cruise — who were married for 10 years — ended up adopting their now-grown kids, Isabella and Connor Cruise.

Kidman, pictured in 1991, was married to actor Tom Cruise when she experienced both pregnancy losses. (Photo: Getty Images)
Kidman, pictured in 1991, was married to actor Tom Cruise when she experienced both pregnancy losses. (Photo: Getty Images)
The former couple are parents to Connor and Isabella Cruise, seen here in 1996. (Photo: Getty Images)
The former couple are parents to Connor and Isabella Cruise, seen here in 1996. (Photo: Getty Images)

“There’s an enormous amount of pain and an enormous amount of joy on the other side of it,” she said, describing the feeling of finally becoming a parent. “The flip side of going through so much yearning and pain to get there is the feeling of ‘Ahhhh!’ when you have the child.”

After splitting from Cruise and marrying country singer Keith Urban in 2006, the actress went on to have two daughters, Sunday Rose, 9, and Faith Margaret, 7. Faith was born via a surrogate.

Kidman has since had two daughters with second husband Keith Urban. (Photo: Getty Images)
Kidman has since had two daughters with second husband Keith Urban. (Photo: Getty Images)
Kidman appears in the July issue of&nbsp; <em>Tatler</em>. (Photo:&nbsp; <span>Victor Demarchelier/<em>Tatler</em>)</span>
Kidman appears in the July issue of  Tatler. (Photo:  Victor Demarchelier/Tatler)

You can read Kidman’s full interview in the July issue of Tatler, available by digital download and on newsstands now.

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