Shea Emry has shone on the field, but has battled depression off of it.
Mental health has been a prominent subject of discussion this week, with Bell's Let's Talk campaign raising over $4.8 million for Canadian mental health programs thanks to tweets, texts and calls Tuesday, and it's a discussion that needs to be had in the CFL as well. The life of a pro athlete may seem glamourous to some, but mental health issues and depression in particular can strike those from any walk of life. It's not easy for many to be open about it, though, so athletes like former Canadian Olympian Clara Hughes (who has prominently discussed her own struggles with depression and played a key role in the Let's Talk initiative) coming forward can play a crucial role in raising awareness of mental health issues. We've seen that in the CFL too, where perhaps the key case in point comes from Montreal Alouettes' linebacker Shea Emry. As Herb Zurkowsky wrote last November, Emry decided to take his story public to show how depression can hit even those who seemingly have it all together:
“I was bullied as a child. I had thoughts that maybe I wasn’t good enough. I wanted to be accepted, and I wasn’t,” Emry continued. “Bullying led to where I was and where I’ll continue to be. Depression doesn’t go away. It has been in my life twice. Sooner or later, it’ll probably come back, and I’ll have to make choices and decisions to get out of it.
...Emry is doing everything he can, not keeping things inside any longer, conducting open conversations with family and friends. He’s surrounded by people who love him and care, but Emry knows the battle isn’t over. The demons could materialize again, when least expected, and he won’t simply be able to apply a Band-Aid until the wound heals.
“This can affect anyone,” he said. “Someone can appear to be in a sunny place when there’s a shadowy cloud over the top of their head. It can affect anyone.”
One especially notable section of that Emry piece focuses on how his depression returned in a particularly nasty form in 2011 following a concussion he suffered. That led to him abusing drugs and alcohol, and that's a story we've seen plenty of times before; in fact, a January study of 34 former NFL players found that "former players who are depressed or cognitively impaired typically have noticeable abnormalities in a specific component of their brain known as the white matter, which is the cumulative mass of insulated nerve fibers that connect one neuron to another"; a related study set to be presented in March found "players who reported a higher number of career concussions also tended to exhibit more depressive symptoms".
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